It has been a month since I started working. Having myself at home for almost 2 years makes it really very hard for me to adjust to my work environment and my schedule. Working again makes me a lot more skinnier than ever. I can feel my bones when I touch myself, not the usual skin, meat then bones feeling. Call me the Skinny mommy. Well, my pals at work actually envy me for having to maintain my figure even if I have 3 kids. Well, what they don't know is that my secret to staying slim is....(ooops! that's why it's a secret) Huh?! Yet, I force myself to adjust and eat as much as I can. Getting sick is not even on my list. Being absent at work is not even close to what I want to do. 1 day of absent would ruin my budget and plus, I would miss a lot. But, what can you say, I love my job. Though I know that I'm overwhelmed with mixed emotions...I don't even know what I'm feeling each day I wake up. All I know is, I have to work and I want to prove myself something.
That is, I was made by God to do something more for myself, my family and the world.
Two paydays has passed and this just proves that I am doing well. Coping with something that is actually hard but, challenging for me.
I miss staying at home and being able to spend my whole day with my family. Still, I have to face the fact that life is getting harder each day. Our economy is not rising, so we don't have to be part of those people who would prefer to indulge themselves on to things that aren't really important.
Kudos to people who have appreciation to small things. Those are the ones who excel and get to get what they want. No matter how long it takes...

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Working from 5am - 1pm shift is kinda okay. It's the part where I have to wake up everyday at 2am is the hard part. Going to the office is also one factor. There are few buses passing through our vicinity. Tough luck if a bus comes ...yet, I still have to wait at least 15 - 45 minutes for the bus to get full. Phew! I guess didn't have any choice. Anyway, that's life. We all gotta work to earn more money. The fact that the prices of almost everything went up. We have to consider practicing not to be dismayed easily by the things that make our lives hard. These are just trials and tasks for us. We also have to do our fair share of good deeds in this world.

Working is not hard. It's the process of going to work that really bothers all of us. We may try to complain to alot of things, still, we can't do anything. Jumping from one company to another is not actually the best solution for us. We just have to try accepting the fact that we should be thankful that we have a job. Not all of us have that opportunity, don't you think so? Anyway, appreciate small things that come your way...and everything will follow.

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It was yesterday during our training class when I asked this question. We had this assessments where we have to write a question on a piece of paper which we have to fold then, one by one, we will pick a question. It was easy for me to think of a question. Maybe because these are the things I think about.

So, if I was the one given a chance to go back in time? when and why?

I should say, I want to go back to the time when I was about to go to College. I would've tried harder to make my dreams and goals come true. I regret entering a relationship while studying. Have I thought of becoming serious in all aspect. May be things would have been better for everyone. Not just for me. Though my life right now is somewhat okay. But, there are things in life I would want to change in case there was such a thing as going back in time.

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